Smoking With Stefanie Freele
I don't know that I loosen myself up at all actually. I do pay attention though in the world for stuff that stands out. I say almost daily - man, I gotta make a note and write about that. Good point about the control of the unpredictability, but, I have no idea what I'm doing there, I think that item of question is something that is worked out in my subconscious. Unfortunately I believe I think about readers' perceptions too much. Is it insecurity? Is it concern? I don't know. I do know that I'd like to let go more.
Jhumpa Lahiri was quoted saying, "Everything I write feels like an experiment." Does this apply to you? Are there failed experiments in your desk drawer, and if so, what happens to them? At what point in this story did you realize how things would end?
Doesn't exactly apply to me. Some writing feels experimental, some a study in technique, some a means to an end. There are TONS of failed experiments and drafts and pages and pages of notebooks and scraps and sketches and blabberings. Boxes. What happens to them? Sometimes I hear them scurry about in there, squabbling and fretting. For the most part, I leave the boxes closed and pile more boxes on top of them.
The end of this story came quickly. I knew it as I wrote the story and wrote as fast as I could to get there. Exhilarating really. Wish they all worked that way.
Possession is an important issue in this story. What does the protagonist possess in the beginning of the story? Does she long to possess more?
The protagonist possesses an extremely special relationship - that with a man where they know each other without the constraint of a name. At first perhaps it is mysterious, sensual, but then she might need a modicum of normalcy but doesn't want to quite admit it. Thus, the secrecy in her search.
You're editing the anthology Dogs: Wet & Dry and you're a new staff editor at SmokeLong. How important is it to you to be working on the editorial side of writing along with the creative side? Are they separate things?
They are separate and they aren't. I love both. Creating and editing feed each other, making a writer sharper. Editing, as in reading others' work, is interesting as you figure out what mistakes are common and then naturally hone your own writing. You see what themes are overdone and adjust your own writing. The very best is when you run into an amazing story and you say, "Dang, I wish I wrote that."
You recently found out your debut collection, "Feeding Strays," is going to be published by Lost Horse Press. Tell us about it.
I've just signed the contract. Yipeee! I've been admiring Lost Horse Press for years, especially the work of Scott Poole and Carolyne Wright. Feeding Strays is a collection of short stories, both slipstream and modern, about children, families, relationships: broken people and the folks who love them, women who bake with sponges in their tarts, men who push caskets downriver, children who float toward their toys, that sort of thing.
Read She Doesn't Ask Where He Goes.
|Issue Twenty-Three (December 15, 2008):
Ants by David Aichenbaum «»
Earthrise by Christopher Bundy «»
The World Before This One by Jon Chopan «»
Ghost Bike by Thomas Cooper «»
The Sway of Trains by Lydia Copeland «»
Impressionists by Debra A. Daniel «»
Danseuses Nues by David Harris Ebenbach «»
The Head Fields by Terry Ehret «»
Shadows by Sherrie Flick «»
Heroin Girl by Larry Fondation «»
She Doesn't Ask Where He Goes by Stefanie Freele «»
Caved In by Barry Graham «»
Chicago World's Fair, 1893 by Kyle Hemmings «»
Coat and Shoes by Tania Hershman «»
Thirteen by Tai Dong Huai «»
Phoenix by W.P. Kinsella «»
Nearly Free by Dorianne Laux «»
Alien Lunch by Liane LeMaster «»
The Society for the Preservation of Everything by Kuzhali Manickavel «»
216 East Boalt by Jeannie Vanasco «»
Potatoes by Spencer Wise «»
David Aichenbaum «»
Christopher Bundy «»
Jon Chopan «»
Thomas Cooper «»
Lydia Copeland «»
Debra A. Daniel «»
David Harris Ebenbach «»
Terry Ehret «»
Sherrie Flick «»
Larry Fondation «»
Stefanie Freele «»
Barry Graham «»
Kyle Hemmings «»
Tania Hershman «»
Tai Dong Huai «»
Dorianne Laux «»
Liane LeMaster «»
Kuzhali Manickavel «»
Spencer Wise «»
Cover Art "morpheus" by Marty D. Ison «»
Letter From the Editor