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Smoking With Tomi Shaw
Give a hayseed a dip or chew, a brew or two and watch him turn into a masochistic boar, eh? Remember there were unforgettable banjos and home cooked hospitality in Deliverance too. Modern sensibilities have made their way into the bush of some back neck wood; however, honor is honor, tradition is tradition and the need to answer a slight, an insult is as strong as when the Hatfields and McCoys warred their little war. Hate and fear are alive and kicking. I think T.S. Eliot talked about an "objective correlative," objects that act as the vehicle for the emotion of the story. Is the deer such an object? Yes. The deer is beauty struck down. "Because it’s tradition," your narrator tells us, "I hugged and kissed each one of them before I left." Tradition is a powerful force in the world; what's its power in your world? Some traditions ground my life; others make me write. As long as there is beauty and love in a tradition, I embrace it. I’ve spent the majority of my growing up as a “supposed to girl”—suppose to marry, suppose to mother, suppose to go to college, suppose to keep a good home—the list is so long I want to scream at it, rip my hair out, dig the deepest hole I can, bury it and never look at it again. Then along comes that niggling voice inside my head that reminds me in order to live well these things are musts. Passed down from grandmother to mother to me to mine, these behaviors are breathed in on the fragrance of BBQ and potato salad, biscuits and gravy, a recipe we never share but reconstruct all too easily. How does your "ole Kentucky home" affect your writing? What aspects of it seep into your work, both consciously and sub-consciously? My relationship with Kentucky is the dichotomy that feeds my writing. I love it; I hate it. I want to get out; I never want to leave. It is beautiful; it is not. In other words, I’m exactly where I should be. Summer weekends at the drag strip. That means something entirely different in my neck of the woods. What's it mean in Kentucky? Made me laugh. It means on certain Saturday afternoons, I plunk myself in my car, head out to the track and whup up on some gear head’s ragged out but horsed up ’69 Camaro, another’s sublime but smoked the tires off of it Malibu and secure my jewelry when the dude in his Steeda goes to sleep at the line. Men with their Hemis and blowers hate getting put out of the game by a chick in a stock Mustang; this is why I race. Read Deer Season. |
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| Issue Eight (March 15, 2005): He Pulled Me From The Sea by Frank Haberle «» Running Water by Tiff Holland «» Getting the Message by Roderick Leyland «» Phase Changes by Cami Park «» Something To Chew On by Henry Presente «» Frost Fish by John McCaffrey «» Northwest Mourning by Peter Vaudry-Brown «» Sashimi by Christian Bell «» Days of Bargaining by Donna Gagnon «» The Strength of Glass by Terry DeHart «» Jelly Babies by Elspeth Graty «» Nothing I Say by Peggy M. Price «» Pastoral by Grant Bailie «» Deer Season by Tomi Shaw «» He Wrote Sixteen Pencils Empty by Daphne Buter «» The Lenten Diaries by Ira Socol «» Interviews: Frank Haberle «» Tiff Holland «» Roderick Leyland «» Cami Park «» Henry Presente «» John McCaffrey «» Peter Vaudry-Brown «» Christian Bell «» Donna Gagnon «» Terry DeHart «» Elspeth Graty «» Peggy M. Price «» Grant Bailie «» Tomi Shaw «» Daphne Buter «» Ira Socol «» Cover Art "Self-Portrait" by Marty D. Ison «» Letter From the Editor | |||