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The Elements of Summer by Laura Stallard Petza
*** It’s scary-dark. Celie is spraying the hose and I’m running through it. I’m freezing but I don’t want her to stop. Finally I get so cold that I have to run inside for a minute. The kitchen is hot and smells of tomatoes. Moths cling to the screen like snowflakes. I eat the last pretzel stick so Celie can’t have it. When I get back outside, she’s asleep in the lawn chair. I think about spraying her but I don’t. Way, way out, lightning is flickering like a channel that doesn’t quite come in. It’s silver and a thousand miles away. *** We’re at the graveyard. I want to stand up straight, for Mom, but my skirt is too tight. Celie is crying. She has big purple welts under her eyes. Last night she told me that I didn’t know Grampa like she did, because I never went with him and Gramma to Skyline Drive. She went to Skyline Drive with them once, like 10 years ago, when I was just a baby. Last month when we went to visit Grampa she whined in the car that he smelled like old shoes. I want to cry about Grampa, but the tears won’t come. I try to think about sad stuff—like bad things happening to Mom and Daddy—but still I don’t cry. Maybe I’m evil. On the way home, Celie freaks out when she spills Dr. Pepper on her new Forenza skirt. Mom turns around and slaps her. Daddy says, Jesus Christ, Carol, and Mom tells him to stop the car. Just let me out, she says, but Daddy doesn’t. When we get home, Mom goes up to her room and Daddy orders pizza. I change into my cleats and kick a ball around the yard. *** Celie gets her first period at Stoneleigh Pool. She calls Mom and is hysterical so Mom has to go pick her up. I find a lighter on the kitchen table and start playing with it. At first I can’t make anything happen, but then there’s a little flame and then a bigger flame and then the tablecloth’s on fire. Luckily there’s a vase right there and I toss it—flowers and all—in the direction of the glow. The whole thing’s over in three or four seconds. I throw the tablecloth in the outside trashcan and wait in the yard for Mom to find out and ground me. Ten minutes later, Celie slinks out of the car in a beach towel. I follow her up to her room and she slams the door in my face. I listen outside the door but nothing about her sounds any different. She just turns on Sting, like always. For dinner, we have barbeque. Daddy grills burgers and hot dogs and Mom makes potato salad. Celie doesn’t eat much, says she’s not hungry. When I lift up my plate for seconds, I see that we’re using the burnt tablecloth. Mom puts her hand on Celie’s hand, smiles at me. Nothing’s different. Nothing’s different. All content in SmokeLong Quarterly copyright 2003-2008 by its authors. |
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A native of Baltimore, Laura Stallard Petza still enjoys thunderstorms and sky-blue sno-balls with marshmallow, just as she did in all of the summers of her childhood. She lives with her husband, Thomas; her two small children, Elyse and Felix; and her two woefully neglected cats. Read the interview. |
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| Issue Ten (September 15, 2005): Capsicum by Anne Marie Jackson «» Donat Bobet's Halloween by Bruce Holland Rogers «» The Arrival by Nathan Leslie «» The Law by Edgar Omar Avilés, translated by Toshiya A. Kamei «» Five Fat Men in a Hot Tub by Jeff Landon «» Hoover by Cally Taylor «» Are You Okay? by Joshua Hampel «» The Kindness of Strangers by Otis Brown «» Mrs. Krishnan by Kuzhali Manickavel «» Crossing the Orinoco by William Reese Hamilton «» The Elements of Summer by Laura Stallard Petza «» Closer to Paul by Patti Jazanoski «» Hawesville, Kentucky by Nance Knauer «» He Stayed for Breakfast by Astrid Schott «» Gardening by Antonios Maltezos «» Outer Space by Tom Saunders «» Blind Love by Robert Bradley «» Arks by Alan Girling «» Chitlins by Bob Arter «» Strange Fruit by Suzanne Lafetra «» Interviews: Anne Marie Jackson «» Bruce Holland Rogers «» Nathan Leslie «» Toshiya A. Kamei «» Jeff Landon «» Cally Taylor «» Joshua Hampel «» Otis Brown «» Kuzhali Manickavel «» William Reese Hamilton «» Laura Stallard Petza «» Patti Jazanoski «» Nance Knauer «» Astrid Schott «» Antonios Maltezos «» Tom Saunders «» Robert Bradley «» Alan Girling «» Bob Arter «» Suzanne Lafetra «» Joseph Young «» Cover Art "The Creation of Time and the Plagiarism of Bosch" by Marty D. Ison «» Letter From the Editor | |||